Sunday, October 12, 2003 ·

It was a good day... Till I heard about their surprise birthday plan for her, from her... I won't deny.. I was pissed. Why do they get to do special things for her. How come I don't? And how come they're still telling me to keep away?

When I got home to complain to God about it, I barely spent 10 minutes on my bed before I realised how selfish I was. I've been praying so much that she comes back to church and just because I don't get to share her birthday with her, I get angry? Shows how selfish I can be. My thinking has to change.

Spent the day with the guys. Went for a gig at the park near the esplanade... Ska, Hip-hop, acoustic guitar, then killer punk rock. Met Nurul, Fad and two of her friends. *winks*
Left for Fish & Co. after Shoe Size Nine's set. About 18 of us at the dinner... Would have been 20 but two guys had to leave for a birthday party. Talked until 9:40... Then made our way to Plaza Singapura to catch 'Underworld'. Interesting show. The vampires were quite similar to those in Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles. Found it weird how only the first werewolf disintegrated when shot with the silver bullet. Ah well...

::: Lesson of the Day :::
Just because things don't turn out the way you want them to, doesn't mean its not for the best.

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